Thursday, June 30, 2011

"It's ur life~" (so? @#!$ off la!) =$

轻松的体育节。。点点名,举举重
开心上+数学。。。
英语听老师讲"Two things"后回答问题。。闷!
去找级任~
级任、级任你在那?
办公室、这、那、班上。。。来回3趟,没有><
遇见同班同学就问。。连路过的同学也问。。。
1005时终于。。呼~
Tis 5 period is like tis half year..
enjoy,hapi,bored..
hopeless,lonely..ppl around,known n unknown..but all passengers..
hyper-active's me very happy but still tired><

+/- 10.10am..my class terbuka..
giv num n mark attend..read2 book..
Qi yu help me xD TQ!
eat biscuit in class, X teacher say i should eat at a corner== (not the point)
teacher..for me,i paid my responsible...(not the point lagi)
U're not in the box,how u know the space of it?

Hari terbuka is such...a...WASTE of time!
prob student kena said by teacher..
prob parents talk none stop..
commonly,
T:"can add oil lagi" "tis,tat subj weaker"
P:"yalo...can b better" "tis,tat subj......"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

T:"......tis exam result.."
P:"..sejarah very weak..but, i think the...also got prob..
Me...==! she is guru sej!@@
T:"Im the sej teacher..

Then..come to d End & aim of HARI TERBUKA..
T & P:"yalo...ai~~interes prob,they hav their thinking.."
o Yeah!==
smile n say"bye bye" (ya, it's a fake smile)
left the class..walk as fast as i can,as cool as i could b..

In car... :X (speak in my heart)
"...." (so? then..@#!$ off la!)
"...." (im ont sleeping..u day dream ar?)
"...." (okay..i go lo...u write letter lo~~hmm..E?F? or perhaps K? HMmmmm..)
"...." (I dun like study ar..go work lo~)
The chemical in the air makes my eyes full with tears..
close my eyes..not now,ya..not now...
In the bathroom..let it go...let it flow..
Until it dry & it's the born of the new me..
the old me dead in saliva...and say no more...


u THINK u know me becoz u dunno..
the more u know,the more(u know) u dunno...
becoz..u will oni know those things tat i tell,share or show u..

pls dun oways say or "show" that HOW MUCH I need u..
I love u...i care & i will know I need u..
But if...i need u then oni love..
SOon, I dun need u & it's all no more...


Hoho~ dun drunk becoz of my saliva xD
talking about the 1 who read tis =P

D' END~
Another begining..

Thursday, June 23, 2011

写给自己。。以前vs现在

婴孩时。。爱哭,口头禅~ "我,会哭的"
座右铭~人不犯我,我不犯人。。躲在桌底独自玩=)
5.6岁。。一样爱哭。。。大胆,是个给老师找问题的学生

7岁。。平凡的学生。。唯一一次帮同学作弊=¥

9岁。。在那中等班成绩还有得排=D..很皮。。

10岁。。升班。。。我那组4个女生最静。。换位后就吵了。。
11.12岁。。小动作很多。。。皮+幼稚。。功课每次都迟交=\
13.14.15岁。。多话,好玩,happy go lucky,牙尖嘴利。。
16岁。。爱看小说&发呆,不喜欢人多、热闹。。
发现,原来。。我太依赖&在意他人。。
我怎么待"你",我希望"你"怎么对我。。[别傻了]
功课、成绩是你的。。没人有义务要负责。。。



一句话、一个字、动作、微微的表情、
一段时间、一刹那、一刻、一分、一秒。。
最细微的言行举止〉〉
足以带来影响、改变。。

爱哭的我呢?
主动的我叻?
疯、皮、闹、吵的我。。?
happy go lucky的虫?
为何不再简单?

~~~~讨厌习惯,害怕改变~~~~ ><
为何坚持?
为何执著?
环境变、角色变、人生剧本已经有了、导演就由自己当。。

我变、点点变、慢慢的变、天壤之别了、又复杂又矛盾。。。
..我还是我..
现在的我,还不错..! x)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

6年21天?!xD

一大早。。浑身不舒服=[
冲凉舒缓下~~
BUT,外头狗吠。。楼下婆婆在叫。。hmmmmmmm
她跌倒。。去扶她却无能为力。。。
哎~~ 怎么觉得她一天比一天重==
叫爸妈搞定。。

大清早。。那些人。。。不,蜗牛~!
又在前面“阻碍地球转”。。
害我讲Kns大大声。。还差点飙粗话>。。脚酱长~~ 走酱慢==!

bio老师又没来xD
班级名次O.O
真是惊喜LOL..
22?!
老师真sayang我=¥
历史+关键的1分。。
美术+了5分。。
化学老师说有订正就+分。。但,她+16分。。及格了O_O!
physic老师也+了15分
老师。。。t.t

国语节。。闷闷的,还有点缺氧><
那个咸蛋叫我"easter"。。回答问题。。
平时不爱答问题的我。。更何况现在。。
叫了3次。。。叫我站wor...
..是无理了点~ 哎

化学节坐回之前的位子。。
"芥末"叫我坐她编排的。。。比较能专心==//
懒~~我的位是量身定做的!!=P

放学后。。
民在图书馆教我历史xD
我一直唱反调@@..绝对不是个好徒儿==
边上课边聊。。民真geng..

6年21天?
昨天啊+跟sook yee讲。。。好久不见,6年20天了。。。xD


郑重声明~
我,不是平凡的左撇子! =P